1. |
Shatter
04:07
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When I was still young
I found you in the rink
I saw truth in you
You saw truth in me
So I gave you my heart
You gave me your all
I saw all your scars!
You wrapped my injuries.
So I won't let you down.
wretched.
fighting.
friendly.
fire.
taking.
pieces.
breaking.
bones.
screaming.
yelling.
throwing.
shatter.
yearning.
lonely.
doesn't.
matter.
I don't wanna leave you broken.
I won't leave the kids all broken.
I refuse to blow the horn now.
It's worth the fight but i'm still struggling.
I've died one thousand times
And killed you even more
stab me in the chest
I miss you just the same.
When I was still young,
I found you in the rink.
I found you in the skating rink.
I loved you way back then.
I love you 'till I die.
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2. |
Lasso the Sun
03:02
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I tried to run
but my legs were gone
I tried to scream
and my voice was gone
you've lost that power and
I can tell by the way you stand
like you carry a loaded gun
you still think you can shoot me down
but I had a particular dream
that made me realize
I should hate you more than I do
and I would bring the sun down to the earth
lay it down into a hearse
take the moon down too
if only it'd keep you warm
I'd level mountains with a knife
I'd dig a grave and give my life
If I had to
I tried to run
but my legs were gone
I tried to scream
and my voice was gone
you've lost that power and
I can tell by the way you stand
like you carry a loaded gun
you still think you can shoot me down
but I had a particular dream
that made me realize
I should hate you more than I do
Atleast I know that I can say I never let you down
Atleast I know that I can say I never let you down
Atleast I know that I can say I never let you down
Atleast I know that I can say I never let you down
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3. |
Bloody & Sincere
04:35
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One morning I woke up
and you were gone
Like the cool air on a summer morning
You were fleeting
You were there
You were brushing
your fingers
through your hair
One moment would last for
at least a day
in that empty room like a murderscene
you were bloody
you were raw
you were distant
like the days
that you felt
like a kid
I won't try to pull you back to earth anymore
I won't take a pause from the noise to whisper
I didn't install
your shiny veneer
You're the same as you were
I can see you in truth
and find you sincere
Listen even if it kills you tonight
One evening I pulled up
and you had torn
all your sheetrock from the rising wood beams
You were furious
you were bold
You were sobbing
in the cold
on a winter's eve
I tried to give you shelter
but you stayed
in the freezing cold
on that evening
You were finished
you were had
you were looking for a way out
I didn't install
your shiny veneer
You're the same as you were
I can see you in truth
and find you sincere
Listen even if it kills you tonight
and I will find you lying on the bathroom floor
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4. |
Worthy?
03:27
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Do you think that
you can see me?
I'm praying that you can.
I don't really mind the oversleep,
Its curse I do deserve.
Believe me - I'm caught in the middle of a crossfire.
Don't heal me - I made my shackles from chicken wire.
Don't think me - I don't want a memory.
Do you think that I
need to find some peace?
Something to release?
Does it spark your mind?
The need to cause a scene?
Fire with kerosene.
Believe me - I'm caught in the middle of a crossfire.
Don't heal me - I made my shackles from chicken wire.
Don't think me - I don't want a memory.
yeah believe me
yeah don't heal
yeah don't think me
do you think that you can see me?
yeah believe me
yeah don't heal
yeah don't think me
do you think you can believe me?
I'm caught in the middle of a crossfire.
Don't heal me - I made my shackles from chicken wire.
Don't think me - I don't want a memory.
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5. |
Fear & Prayer
03:23
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one morning i woke up and you were gone
like the cool air on a summer morning
i woke up and you caught me out
you told me i was moving in my sleep
well, in my sleep i held the key
i scared myself into praying!
like, I don't care to watch
you fake
intent
you see.
im telling you
rapture came the very next day
and you stood there like it was all a part of the plan
how could i be so wrong
i was so sure the ocean would turn
red this morning i said that the
silence is killing you not me
caught me out!
you told me i was moving in my sleep
well, in my sleep i held the key
i scared myself into praying!
like, I don't care to watch
you fake
intent
you see.
rapture came the very next day,
and you smiled.
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6. |
Try to Run (Interlude)
03:09
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Try to run,
Try to hide.
Get away!
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7. |
WholeFoods
03:26
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I caught your face at that old grocery store off 21,
I knew because the store sold out organics.
It's kinda funny,
you were brutal to my fragile self-image,
I still look back so fondly
I wouldn't change it. i wouldn't knock.
I think what happened was not all wrong,
but I think we had a chance in another life.
I saw the picture, now you're married
and you have a kid.
and I won't lie - the shock went down my body.
and when the days get cold, you'll find your warmth in him
and I think that's a good thing
I wouldn't change it. I wouldn't knock.
I think what happened was not all wrong
but I think we had a chance in another life
I'm not sure why my heart still has its moments where it breaks,
we've gone so many years without a sentence!
I was not ready for more,
I would have wound up lying on the bathroom floor!
I'm thankful for all the pain you caused me.
If I could change it, I still would not.
I'm almost thankful we don't belong
Because I think we're gonna live two amazing lives.
yeah, I think we're gonna live two amazing lives.
I caught your face at that old grocery
It's kinda funny how much damage you would do
I caught your face at that old grocery store looking for organic coffee creamer
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8. |
Regurgitate
02:51
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I'll be the first to admit
that I'm naive
I fall too fast, too hard, too sure
when I know I shouldn't.
each time I give up a little piece
without a price.
so when I tell you I want you
I need to know
so tell me the truth when I ask:
if I regurgitate my sins and I vomit on the cross,
would you stab me just in case?
if for a moment I am weak but mostly I am strong,
will you sleep with someone else to hide it better
than me?
Lately, I know i'm decided
Yet i remain
I'm starting to feel like
a masochist
that does it for words
and when you laid
your head on my chest
and laid your body
into my bed
and held my hand
until we both fell asleep
I didn't dare to ask
if I regurgitate my sins and I vomit on the cross,
would you stab me just in case?
if for a moment I am weak but mostly I am strong,
will you sleep with someone else to hide it better
than me?
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9. |
Russian Roulette
03:36
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I made the call to waste your time
And I didn't regret it
You know I said it
I tried to find myself in you
but I didn't roulette it
yeah I can't chance it
Youth is wasted on the young ruffians
you were speaking of sex & love & war & kissing under the moon
God would hate your swoonful nature
a forest won't grow unless you speak it so
I attempted to care but I wouldn't
I strove to fix it but I couldn't
I dug a well for you to drink
I stole a glance at your sheen
I built a shrine to your faults
I found a way to tear it down
I found a way to build you up
I found a way to kill you
quietly
"you're the one that I want"
yeah that's easy to say when you're worked up so hard that your face has a hue and its red and its true to the feeling that you're desperately trying to hide
Youth is wasted on the young ruffians
you were speaking of sex & love & war &
shouting up to the moon
God would change his tune to hear you now
The forest is dead, you killed it with your hands
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10. |
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I can tell
when I'm the black sheep in the room
I'm kinda awkward at the parties and the bars
and I try too hard to make them laugh
so when they leave
most the time they don't invite me
and half the time when they invite me or I ask
they leave and don't return my call
all too often I'd lay alone
in that dim-lit empty room
I'd think about all of the parties they were having
I'd think about them all day long.
I wished I could
talk the same way they were talking
walk as nice as they were walking
be the center of the parties and the bars
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11. |
Kerosene
03:48
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Your hands are shaking
Your breath is heaving
A simple mistake
Your thoughts are racing
Your hairs are raising
You've got nowhere to run
You sip on kerosene.
The way you go to sleep.
You sip on kerosene.
Don't see the way you fall.
Sip on kerosene.
Don't watch.
You're always on the go
Compared to what it cost
I'd say we're sitting ducks
I know that it ain't right
To try to break the ties
that hold the gods in place
I wish I could change the past.
I wish I could find you a home.
I watch the way you fall - you sip on kerosene!
The way you go to sleep.
You sip on kerosene!
Don't see the way you fall.
Sip on kerosene!
Don't watch.
You've been falling for a long time
I can tell
you're still breathing
you're not dead yet.
you're not!
I watch the way you fall - you sip on kerosene!
The way you go to sleep.
You sip on kerosene!
Don't see the way you fall.
Sip on kerosene!
Don't watch.
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12. |
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I stumbled upon this well when I was young
back then this well, it seemed so full
But it began to drought when I took more
pail by pail, a drink of light
Let me pail a cup of your sum
and bring yours to surface.
and your light was only half enough
I'm drowning
Let me take a sip of your light
to quench my unrelenting thirst
Give me vision in the night
It's blinding
Can I get a fix from your little lighting well
the more I gasp for air.
the rope breaks so I reach in.
my desperate hand reached in;
I fell down your lightingwell.
Let me pail a cup of your sum
and bring yours to surface.
and your light was only half enough
I'm drowning
Let me take a sip of your light
to quench my unrelenting thirst
Give me vision in the night
I'm blinded
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Preston Woolsey New Orleans, Louisiana
thrash until you drown
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